Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Huisian was here.{2:59 AM}
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Saturday, October 31, 2009

yes yes yes, im in the wrong yet again

Huisian was here.{5:49 PM}
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CIVILISE. That's what i remind myself to be.

Not to argue,
not to get angry,
not to say anything mean,
not to show a "i-hate-you" face,
not to bring our disputes to public,
not to call her a bitch as much as possible,
not to bad mouth her, as much as possible, if not i will have bad karma.

Do be polite,
do be nice,
do smile :),
do ignore people when 'she' is the topic,
do settle our own conflicts between ourselves.

BUT, oh, at times, things are just hard.

Why do you come?
Why do you have to let me know you come?
Why? Do you lack better things to do?why do you have to be such a bitch

RELAX, Hui Sian, it's okay, you have nothing to lose, ignore it, don't think about it, and let her be the disgrace.
DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT RETAILATE!!

Huisian was here.{4:49 PM}
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Oh and i forgot, 2 more days to celebrating living my life on my own.

A year without you seemed so short and passes so quickly whereas a month with you was like a 1000 light years, crawling slower than a snail.

Yes, i am doing very fine, and i found this 1 whole year without you to be very fulfilling. Though i started off with a weird feeling, it became very natural when i got used to it. I'm living my life to the fullest. And i'm not sorry to say this, you suck to the core and i'm great without you.

I glad that, though we did not last for a year together, but at least i managed a year without you. :) (If you can't sense the scarasm, there must be something wrong with you)

Sad to say, even after a year, i still hate you for what you did. So you better not appear in front of me, if not i wouldn't be able to resist the temptation to give you a few kicks, punches and slaps :)

Thankfully, you face seem to get more vague by the day. :) and everything you gave me has become a reminder not to be so naive, like what i used to be. :)

"Some guys are just not worth half the trouble you got youself into"

Looking forward to more years without you to come :)

Huisian was here.{4:52 PM}
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Ok more grumbles

Promos papers are out!!!
And the results were....
DISAPPOINTING!!!

Ranked 1: History! Super huge disappointment, from up there to the bottom half of the class. This is crap. Oh, screwed up my SEA history, my supposed better part. I can only blame myself for not paying attention and realise that economic cooperation has not been done in any SBQ practices and myself to blame for spending so much time thinking what to write. This is bullshit. Its my worse performing subject, therefore it is ranked 1

Ranked 2: Economics. Well barely passed, but surprisingly, im still class 4th. weird huh? Let me explain the scene when i gt my econs paper. 1st is CSQ, 16, and i thought, ok, at least i passed, not so bad. 2nd is my first essay question, 17, and thought, not that bad, reasonable. Then i was thinking of the last essay, should b a pass. When i got it, i saw 9. Shock, look again, still 9 and not 19. Looked again, 9/25 not 9/12 or 9/15. Then i went into total shock and i couldn't even think properly when i attempted to calculate my marks. And i was like, "Sylvia, i got 9" and i pointed to my script. Her reply was "Died". But from the looks of it, that question killed lots of people. Unexpected, but i am still okay with what i have, so ranked 2

Ranked 3: GP. Compre was a disappointment, i didn't see properly but i think i have several ZEROS. Well done, hui sian.... but im okay with my promos paper, at least its a D. But overall was pulled down by mid years. So, ranked 3

Ranked 4: Maths! A for promos paper. Well i always wanted that, and now i got it! YEA! But it was partly because the paper was easy, as said by Miss Yoong, and they weren't strict in the marking. A little disappointed because overall is a B due to my poor mid year grade. Thus, ranked 4!

Ranked 5: Chinese, A! Yea! My favourite! But it is expected of me to get at least an A for that given that the rest of my subjects are... well not exactly good.

Ranked 6: Totally unexpected, in a good way, CSE, i got a B!! I'm happy about it, i mean compare to my S in mid years, promos is an improvement. And thankfully, none in T7 failed CSE. I never expected CSE to be the one getting the B, i was expecting like a C or D. So a B turned out to be a WOW. Thus, it is ranked last!!!

Unranked: PW. Well, coz i haven't took it yet, but dry run 1 wasn't so good and Ms Chua gave me new ideas and i realised so much more could be added in. So new and improved PW-OP. We'll see how it turns out tomorrow. :)

BYE BYE, i'm off to practice for OP! Aim: to be able to present tomorrow, glancing at 1 page of the cue cards once!

Huisian was here.{4:19 PM}
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Monday, October 26, 2009

This blog is freaking dead... If this is an account of my life, it has failed terribly to capture all the significant points of my life.

Promos is over.
Meeting up with clique a few times.
Damn, im really a lazy woman, neglecting my blog...

Anyway, Nexus still has duty going on, and we are all so busy with OP. BLEH.
And not forgetting OCIP, freak, i'm even busier than i was during end of year!!!
Ok let me grumble a little more.

OP is shit! There's so much stuff to do, PPT, speech, video clip... bla bla bla
Nexus has lots of commitment, CCA is going to place order for jersey soon, and there's "Choice" and renovation, CIP so on...
And Halloween is just around the corner, which means to say, i have to go help my dad. And after Halloween is Christmas.

I think i have caroling of Christmas, then there's Batam OCIP, then China (GuiZhou) trip, the holiday in Thailand. Next year, orientation facil is TCB, then June there is YES! facil and preparation for YES! starts in what, JAN? I'm so dead!!! Better use my holidays to brush up on my subjects.

Well, there's one good thing though, i didn't apply for work. :) Shu Teng asked me to go back to work. At first i told her okay, but she didn't get back to me. So when she does, i'm going to tell her sorry, can't go.

And handphone bills last month was SHOCKING. the usual $30 became $76 coz i accidentally used my hp to went online. And my left eye is crazy, i hurts when i try to wear my contacts, so no contacts for a week :(

And we got back MTL and GP results for Promos. MTL was great, overall is an A. Promos paper is 84, but GP is not so good. D for Promos paper and E for overall. Pulled down by mid years. Darn it!

Ok enough rambling. Let's be positive! Though i don't really know how, given the 2 busy months ahead of me. Oh well, that's life, we all got to smile and go on. :)

Huisian was here.{6:58 PM}
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Swinging by for a new post!

Why am i so free to blog on a weekday?
Coz it's revised timetable, it's supposed to be intensive revision timetable but ending at 2pm everyday is so..... Happy? Delight? Weird? A mix of everything.

Actually, there isn't much to blog about, but i just decided to do so coz i didn't want to start revising my history. HAHA :D

Anyway, i forsee my next 2 months or so would be bogged down by lots of stuff.
1) Preparation for Promos
2) Some CCA stuff
3) Promos
4) More CCA stuff
5) MTL revision and MTL paper
6) PW-OP
7) Maybe more CCA stuff and OCIP

And today is the deadline for the submission of application forms for 2010 J1 orientation facils.
Looks like there's quite a number of people signing up, judging from the number of people who came to borrow glue from CO-OP. Moreover, the thought of interview makes me sick. I don't really know why.

Oh, Monday is a public holiday! No school! Looking forward to Monday :)

And time flies, i can't believe its 16 September today. Promos is like 18 days or something like that away. Need to pass everything! ESP my CSE!

Alright, i shall attempt to do some revision now that i have blogged. BYE~

Huisian was here.{4:51 PM}
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Monday, August 24, 2009

Alright, im guilty of not blogging for... super long....

And YES!!! I'm finally 17!!! WHOOO!!!
Happy belated birthday to me!

Okay, let me explain why i didn't blog on my birthday.
Coz i had course in the morning, then tuition. After tuition was 9.30 and reached home at 11.30. GOSH.

And i did my first foolish thing in the first few hours of the 17th year of my life. Which is to sync my ipod and my laptop which had come back from servicing (meaning, i lost all my data in my laptop). If you still don't understand, then let me further explain. Ipod can be dumb, when it sync with a laptop, it copies whatever is in the laptop and deletes whatever that was in the Ipod but not in the laptop. DUMB? Definitely!( i meant the ipod, not me) So, i'm currently deperately trying to find the songs i used to have, and my videos were gone too! It took me damn long to find them! My Hana Yori Dango series.... ARGH!!!! But the good thing is my photos are still in my Ipod, phew...

Anyway, the Clique decided, or me, as a matter of fact, decided to have a SLUMBER PARTY @ MY HOUSE! its next friday. So meixuan and i were super excited and discussing about it on the mrt on our way home after tuition. :) SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO 4TH!!!

And i had been very busy, coz PW WR is due today, so busy with PW. An of course CCA, and i thought Nexus wasn't suppose to be busy... BLEH
And Promos are coming... argh... actually, i'm suppose to revise for Promos now, but... you know... haha.... later later...

And, i have been super tempted by the telly recently, coz nice shows are on....

I also think i'm gaining weight.... yes i am, note to self: watch my diet!

Alright i guess now is later, so TADA people~

Huisian was here.{9:25 PM}
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Friday, July 31, 2009

Okay, blogger is freaking weird. i saved a post and it's missing and im too lazy to type it all over again

Huisian was here.{11:31 PM}
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